March 2013
March.
I would like to think that where I am in my life is where I am meant to be. However, I almost feel as if I have made a lot of mistakes that could have been avoided. In five years’ time, will I find that the decisions that I make now end up being mistakes?
What if I never become content? I’m always learning, and I don’t like to settle. I get bored so easily. What if I’m...
November 2012
November.
I always find that this month is a bit odd for me. There are things that I always manage to forget until November comes round. Lots of memories, lots of lessons learnt. Sadly, I tend to return to that ‘dark place’ that I constantly try to avoid. Lately, all I have wanted to do was scream. But I don’t even know what I want to scream about. Anger, frustration, delayed...
August 2012
So if I am assuming correctly...
This girl is older than me AND she has a better car than mine.
Oh, well. Shit happens.
June 2012
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Thoughts.
Am I stupid for looking back at old times?
I am a little. Starting from scratch brings back a familiar feeling. A feeling that I haven’t felt in over a year. Until now, I can’t help but think…do you still think about me? If I controlled my anger a little better, would we still be together? Or would we still have ended up parting ways? Did you ever really love me? Do you regret...
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April 2012
“You’re going to discover that conversations are best at 4am. The heavier the...”
– Jeff Stuckel (via fuckoff-mondays)
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Ramble.
It’s almost as if I want to have my cake and eat it too; as if I can never be fully content. And I can’t understand why. Why do I always want more? I’ve been so blessed over the last four months or so, but my mind still drifts into the deep from time to time. ‘Curiosity killed the cat’, as they say.
However, if I don’t willingly sail into the murky waters of...
March 2012
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iseesaystheblindman:
Do You Feel Me - Anthony...
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11:46am
I’ve got so much to do in the next few weeks. The end of the month sees three important deadlines, as well as the end of the second semester. This only means that my exams are around the corner. I also have my driving test to think about, and my finance to sort out in order to get my car by summer. I won’t be going on holiday this year, so finding a temporary job might be handy after...
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February 2012
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Bleh.
Is it bad that I get so bored of uni that I only attend about 45-50% of my lectures this semester? Ugh, it’s awful, but my lecturers don’t interest me in the subjects that they teach. I LOVE the content. But how can I be motivated to listen and concentrate when the teaching is not great? What a paradox it is that King’s College is world-renowned. Unfortunately, it’s not the...
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Reality check.
That is exactly what the last two days have been. I received a letter yesterday that told me that I was over £3000 in debt, due to the fact that I had not yet paid my tuition fees. I was completely thrown off because I hadn’t received any notification of a so-called deadline, and I also didn’t get an initial warning before this letter was sent. Thankfully, I was able to deposit the...
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I'm not Casper.
I’ve just been really busy. The last few weeks have been spent cramming in coursework, going over notes from lectures, spending time with family and…eating. A lot of eating.
As of late, I haven’t had that much time to blog. It’s not that I don’t have anything to blog about; I’m generally doing other more important things! Right now, I’m very content....
January 2012
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Quick update - I'M AN AUNTIE!
So… I’ve finally submitted my coursework! Now I have three days of revision to do for my Maths exam on Wednesday. This is a particularly difficult time to revise because my sister just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl the other day, so I’ve been going over to their flat to visit. Khiera-Leigh, my niece, is the most justified distraction from work!
The only downside to all of...
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Out with the old, in with the new.
Happy New Year to all! Even though 2011 flew by, I’m so glad that it’s over. People say that we shouldn’t have to wait until the new year to start anew, but last year was full of so much ‘junk’ that will always stick in my memory. Yes, 2011 was a year of self-discovery. And, yes, it was a very testing year. But I’m happy that I ended it on a good note.
As of...
December 2011
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